I'M HERE

Dont go again, I'm too afraid to lose you. I never thought that love will be this hurt

I wish that its just a nightmare, and everything will be fine when I open my eyes in the morning .

but none there happen, none

I want to talk with you, without care when this conversation over.

I want smile-laugh-happy with you, without worry when that's will over.

when I looked into you're eyes, my heart hurts

not because you, its because of me

I afraid close with you, because I feel hurt

but when you far away from me, my heart feel hurt 100x more

I never know since when that my live depend on you, 

at the first I was annoyed by you, who always smile at me even I cant understand why you do that, always talking with me even I don't want to hear you, always there when I need someone even I'm not say it.

I hate you but I like you

I hate you, when you smile at me, I never know what's that suppose to mean, I try to ignore you.

but when I do that, I felt sad

when I smile you back, I realized that you smile and laugh, same to everyone---

EVERYONE

sometimes I fell that you like me, but sometimes you act like that never happen

starting that day, I try to forget you, and stay far away as far as I can

but now,I was the one who really try to near to you ! yeah!beside you.

but you go.

farther and farther away

and never know that I'm here, waiting for you 

thanks for everything